I’m sorry dears for almost a week of no updates in this blog. I’m in a new place now, again. And I’m not saying that I don’t like this place but I would be happier if I would be given the chance to go back to Cebu for good. I’m in Manila right now, on a temporary assignment for 3 months and hopefully I won’t get the extension that some of my colleagues got.
I’m in the adaptation state right now and for me it’s a long process and it would take a lot of courage for me to not start crying every once in a while when the sadness hits me. Yep. I have this habit of crying whenever I miss someone so much. And I know it’s not very good for me because I get a lot of headache when I cry.
The why I am here is a summary of my choice. Yep. I know I made a choice of not saying what I really want and I sure do hope that this will be the last time that I would sit in silence and wonder what would happen if I would say this, or that; will it be a better place– and the long list of what ifs and the like would still continue to go on if I don’t start saying what I want to say. As simple as that.
As what one of the most famous quotes that I have read had said “… the answer will always be no if you don’t ask.” Not the exact words but exactly what I want to say to myself. Yep. So a lesson learned, say what you want and face the consequence or the answer to your question.